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ahh'
he's so wonderful.
we can fight, beat eachother up,
make fun of eachother, love eachother,
cheer eachother up, and just be so happy.
i love him.
yesyesyes i do.
tonight was fun.
HANNAH&TROY&CHRIS=sex in bed, with the door open,
homecoming tomarow.
hawwwt. ready to rock it..duh.
ahh' its whatever, who cares.
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| i need a fucking ciggerette |
[24 Oct 2005|02:29pm] |
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i hate her so fucking bad.
can she just lay the fuck off.
honestly,
give up&&grow up.
no one needs your fucking bullshit.
everything is fine without you to fuck things up.
on a happier note,
school sucks.
i haven't done anything in what feels like weeks.
im so happy with christopher, we've definately been through a lot.
i miss some friends greatly, like sloane and monica.
things change so fast.
i want to see the clear sky&&the changing leaves.
i want to sit outside, drink tea, coffee, smoke a ciggerette&&hang out with friends.
pleasepleaseplease.
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| ASD:KJlk |
[15 Sep 2005|07:18pm] |
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SO,
i must say things are a little crazy
school work has me busy, EWEWEW
christopher keeps me happy
my parents are a little more laid back
im peircing my monroe in a couple hours
oh baby,
i've pretty much been hanging out with hannahhh, luff her,
me&&gigi seem to be distant,
things change so fast.
too fast.
everyones just growing up thats all.
its interesting to watch, all these people become who they are.
including myself.
its interesting to see how things start, become, end, stay..
watch people come in and out of your life constantly
aslongassomethingsneverchange, i'll be just fine.
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| OIH, i love him |
[11 Sep 2005|04:27pm] |
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he is absolutely wonderful
&&all im ever going to need.
lovely show last night.
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| SHIT/HOEFACE |
[09 Sep 2005|03:39pm] |
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so i dont feel so hot
&&im getting sick LAMELAMELAME
feeling a little neglected, its been two&&half months, he's home&&i still haven't see him.
but he doesnt have a car, i understand.
i'll just be happy i can hear his voice.
school fucking sucks.
ihateit.
bye.
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| yeh.. |
[06 Sep 2005|03:19pm] |
&&everyday gets worse
&&i seem to miss (you) so much more.
RIDICULOUS.
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| LOVELYNYCNYC |
[04 Sep 2005|10:20pm] |
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past three days,
have been absolutely wonderful
NEWYORKCITY
.best friend
.good food
.shopping
.peoplepeoplepeople
.money
.more people
things are ok.
im hanging in there,
just miss him something terrible.
so people, keep me out&&about so i dont have time to think.
kay?
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| WHY? |
[01 Sep 2005|08:21pm] |
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so i figured,
since i'd be starting school. things would get easier.
i'd be much busier, which i am, with homework&&stuff.
but things seem so much more difficult to deal with.
iseemtobeonthevergeoftearseveryminuteoftheday.
i just miss him, like so much more everyday.
its so hard, &&i dont know why.
idunnowhattodowithmyself.
i wish i knew what happend,
i wish i wasnt in this position.
as hard as it is to stay with him,
it'd be harder to not be with him.
make sense?
im just venting, so it doesnt have to, i suppose.
hope everyone is doing a lot better then i am.
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| =( |
[31 Aug 2005|03:27pm] |
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i cant take this anymore.
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| EWEW/EWEW |
[30 Aug 2005|03:58pm] |
for the record.
i hate newark.
someone be my friend there?
kay thanks.
school sucks.
photo class will be fun.
=)
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[28 Aug 2005|06:41pm] |
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SO,
i haven't done much of anything,
just hang out at the beach, two days in a row,
but i got sick last night. LAMELAMELAME.
tomarow is christopher's court date. iwanthimhome.
im nervous.
school starts.
NEW YORK CITY NEXT WEEKEND. BE JEALOUS.
yeah, kay, bye.
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| SAD/SAD |
[25 Aug 2005|10:22pm] |
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so, im missing chris bad tonight.
today, i didnt do much, i got my hair done.
then went out to dinner with the fam. then met up with nikki&&amber at the mall, met chris' cousin eddie. they kind of look alike. it was lovely. met up with gigi&&erynn. left the mall, came back home. LAMELAMELAME. i wish i could've stayed with the two lovely ladies nikki&&amber.
last night i went out with sloane, coffee&&gossip.
yesterday got another letter from the boo.
im kind of nervous&&ansy&&i wish i could know what's going to happen monday at his court date&&stuff.
its stressful.
it makes me need a ciggerette, or something like that.
summer was ok.
i've grown up.
i know what i want in life.
i like it.
school will be something to look forward too, a new year, hopefully a really good one.
i hate newark though.
things will hopefully be better soon.
i hope.
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| LOVELOVELOVE<3 |
[24 Aug 2005|06:57pm] |
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YEAH, another letter from that boy i love.
i miss him, hopefully i'll see him next week.
wish him luck. <3
10 days ti'll this bitchs birfday.
=)
I LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE him.
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| OKAY, FUCKINGSLUT. |
[23 Aug 2005|10:33pm] |
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scratch that.
i dont like jared.
but i LOVE chris.
yeah, bitches be jealous.
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| ILIKE,ILOVE |
[23 Aug 2005|01:36pm] |
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i love chris
i like jared.
imscrewedfornow.
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| OHMYGODOHMYGOD |
[20 Aug 2005|10:53pm] |
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so me&&my rents had another "talk"
you know, where they sit you down&&talk to you, you dont really talk back.
the showed me the letter they wrote back to chris, =)
their gonna let me date him when he gets back!!
its going to be so much easier,
as for now, im talking to this other boy, sort of, thats settled. its cute.
but i love chris,&&i like this boy.
eek, love will take over, as for now, i like this little thing.
...okay so maybe it turns out a little more than i really thought.
he says he really likes me&&would like to date me when things settle down.
er.. idk. what if i stay with chris? i dont wanna lead anyone on,.. eek.
but i didnt think this would be a problem, we've never really met,&&we just started talking.
maybe it'll die down or something?
ergh.
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| hoes |
[19 Aug 2005|01:11pm] |
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| <3333333333 |
[17 Aug 2005|10:03pm] |
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weak knees
butterflies
&&hott cheeks.
my mom let me read the letter chris wrote her, its so sweet. i love him.
he's a wonderful guy, i thought i was getting screwed over. but he said nothing about anything,
my parents are just smart. dayum. but i dont even care anymore. i just LOVE christopher lee ruff.
&&that wont ever change/
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| ohfuck, |
[17 Aug 2005|07:07pm] |
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im screwed.
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